Sep 19, 2006 21:08
From the smile and laughter and loudness coming from me everyday,
you would never guess how I really am.
You will never know how messed up my life is.
How everyday is a struggle.
I'll never tell anyone everything,
because nobody needs to know everything
and because some things are better left unsaid.
And there's some things that you just have to keep inside.
I have best friends, I have close friends.
But I'll never tell them my burden.
Because it's my burden, my problem.
And no matter what they say, I can never tell them.
I wonder everyday when is it my turn?
When will it be my big break?
But everyday passes,
and nothing changes.
But I'll never tell them what's become of me, what I'm becoming.
They can never know.
How much more can I take?
I suppose we'll soon find out.