Apr 16, 2005 00:14
Ok so i bought some shrooms for me and tayto and we are both tripping so hard and clayton ate them too and he was trippin just as hard as us but then we had to go home and he wanted to hang out and we could have snuck out and i wanted to hang out sooo bad but tayto was way too fucked up to go anywhere so we stayed home. i wanted and want to see clayton so fucking bad. all of our nights have gone to hell. a waste of money, shrooms, and a trip...i really feel like i want to die. i havent felt like this in i dont even know how long. this is way too shitty. i have suck bad luck. clayton is crying i'm crying taytos asleep i feel like screaming. i dont like this. i really dont know what to do right now...i should just go to sleep but i dont even know if i can. i wish clayton would fucking talk to me...but i cant even say that because i understand that he doesnt want to right now and fuckin i dont even know. i'm definately one of those people who just wasnt made for drugs...but i dont even feel like getting into this