Jul 25, 2006 23:48
This life will end sooner than you realize. Don't let it end before you accomplish everything you ever wanted to, because the only one standing between you and greatness is you. Afraid to run out of goals. Afraid of how great you might realize you are. Afraid to cry and let others see you cry. Afraid to open your heart for fear that you may see it's black inside. Afraid there may be a boy inside begging for someone to pay attention to him, to love him, to need him as much as he needs you. Afraid to find that boy doesn't need you at all. Afraid that someone may see the tracks of my tears and know my weakness. Afraid that you cannot accomplish those goals before God takes you. Afraid that everything you thought God had in store for you was a misunderstanding, and that that realization will come crashing down on you in those final moments of life. The only thing I can give is my life, yet somehow I fear that's not enough.