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Ok so yesterday yay twas fun...but today....i am in a very shitty mood..arrg stupid parents...or should i say parent making me feel this way...bah i started crying!!! WTF???!!! i dont cry...guys dont cry...now im fucking shaking god damn i need to go for a walk to blow off some fucking steam but i think someone should be with me..or do i...bah i dont fucking know any more all a know is i feel like shit...this is what happend last night i went to coffee shop to meet up with people...friends hurray friends they help..but we left at 12/1 ish...then i went to friends house..not that any of this is my friends fault i love you guys...but not in the homo way for the guys im talking about...but any ways ya..i told parents that i was gonna watch movie and go home..cause i needed to pick up movie but we decided to watch it again before i took it..umm ya funny movie..then we decided to watch 'the good, the bad and the ugly' agian another good movie but after that we realized what time it was...like 5 ish so i just decided to stay the night or should i say we....well any way i guess that was a bad idea seeing as how i didnt call home and say that...well i didnt call home and tell them because it was fucking 5 in the morning and i didnt want to wake them incase they had work in the morning..well they didnt so i fucked up i guess....oook at around...umm...10ish my dad calls saying that hes probably gonna call again and im probably gonna have to come home...which to that i said pfft..but i was wrong...very wrong...and as soon as i get in car with my dad...he starts to get all jumpy about the fact that i smell like my cigars that he bought me...(rewind as i was waiting out side friends house i had a cigar because parents on the phone sounded pissed and that helped me relax which it did untill i got in car with my dad)..ok so my dad started to get scared about the cigar smell because he didnt want my mom to freak on him for it because smoking is baddd....any way i got inside with out any of that shit happening...(by shit i mean my mom freaking about the smell cause i went upstairs had a shower and threw the clothes that smelt that way in the wash) ok so im relaxed and refreshed from the shower. so i then come down stairs to talk to the people on msn..but as i sit on the chair my mom walks to the door "Dont go on the internet"...kinda pissy i simply ask why?..."Because im mad at you...DONT GO ON THE INTERNET!" really pissy that time...omfg i think i just lost her cell phone too woot go me...ok after that i was just on my computer fixing up folders and junk putting pics where there supposed to be an junk and my mom comes back and starts saying words again...but this is where shit got serious...she started in with all the "i couldnt sleep last night i was worried" and stuff..then she said some other hurtfull stuff and something about her haveing a bit project to do for work and she dosent have it done and im to blame..and then she told me (oh ya by this time she started tearing up and guess how i felt then:S..i need....something..or some one) that her and my dad just had a argument and im also to blame for that because my dad never takes her side...and she dosent know the people i was hanging out with and stuff...bah!!..she thinks the worst of you spoon/spork...and anyways in the argument they had my mom ended up calling my dad a fucking moron..or something along those lines annddd of course it was my fault cause i didnt call and wake them up to tell them i was staying the night at andreas...god damn...i shouldnt be so considerate:P...oh well any ways there was probably some more of parents blaming me for stuff...but i cant think of it right now too many things going through my mind :@...okay i think thats it thanks for taking the time to care and read...oh yea if anybody knows about any job openings any where it would be greatly apreciated if you could tell me..thanks in advance...later every body