Unwelcome Guest
Today was a pretty lonesome day I spent the good part of it alone and depressed. I called many people but most were not picking up their phones or they are too busy. Im kind of in a weird mood lately. I keep feeling like every day is one closer to something I can feel is important. Let me explain I feel like everything i do is the last time to do it. Every action is now so important to me that just smells send me into a world of amusement. Its like I was reborn and everything is new all over again. It also feels like something has changed around me like i can feel a bigger purpose. I don't know why Im writing all this. everyone is probably going to think Im crazy but if they think that, then maybe I am. Its about time.... I don't know what I'm thinking anymore. Have you ever gotten a chill and stopped everything your doing because you know your not cold and it feels like something is wrong. Why has this feeling stayed longer than expected. Its not welcome.