I dont quite understand this feeling
I'm starting to feel a emotion that is rather bothersome. On the one hand I'm content right now, knowing that I have a good job, and I'll only be here for a semester. On the other hand I've started to feel a little anger, or just malcontent, for the fact that I'm here at all.
I am disgusted by my serious lack of control when I was at UAB. It's growing everyday. I hear about friends going back and how happy they are to be there, and it really beats my spirits down quite a bit because i love that place. And I miss it already.
In other news I'm working at a law firm in huntsville and its going well. I work easy hours, its great pay, and the people are great to work with.
I'm tired of the feeling of failure I put on myself almost constantly. I'm tired of the feeling of inadequacy that my family evokes. They dont understand what the smallest of things can say. It's truly a blessing to get out of the house and go to class, or work. It allows an escape from the constant expectations. Well thats all for now, i'll update again soon.
I am disgusted by my serious lack of control when I was at UAB. It's growing everyday. I hear about friends going back and how happy they are to be there, and it really beats my spirits down quite a bit because i love that place. And I miss it already.
In other news I'm working at a law firm in huntsville and its going well. I work easy hours, its great pay, and the people are great to work with.
I'm tired of the feeling of failure I put on myself almost constantly. I'm tired of the feeling of inadequacy that my family evokes. They dont understand what the smallest of things can say. It's truly a blessing to get out of the house and go to class, or work. It allows an escape from the constant expectations. Well thats all for now, i'll update again soon.