Jan 25, 2010 23:50
I fail at friendships
im not any better at dating
also a terrible student
I fuck up at my job
and I'm getting daily reminders of these things
im fucking worthless
i want to stop thinking
i just want to sleep
this is the point i always reach before a new streak of luck brings me back up
but every minute feels like an eternity of self loathing
i dont want to feel this way
i wish i could shut my thoughts off