Happy Valentines day...
So this has been a pretty good Valentines Day. Yesterday I got some awesome Harry and David popcorn from Laura. Awesome gift cause I love the shit out of that stuff. I already ate 1 of the 4 bags. Now if only UPS wouldn't have been so slow with Laura's gifts she would have gotten them today...
So today has been cool in a "isn't it amazing how shit works" kind of way. I went to class today and Katy my ex-girlfriend was there. So she dumped me two days before Valentines Day and also went on to date a girl and so on. Not the best self-esteem builder ever. So every once in awhile I wonder what happened to her. It's been kind of a loose end. After a year I had a lot I wanted to say to her about how everything went down and how she had really messed me up when it came to relationships. She really killed my ability to trust since she had cheated on me twice; each time with a different sex. A million times I have thought of the shit I would say. So here's my chance. I look at her and she looks at me...and I walk away. Why? Was I scared, shy, intimidated? No, actually in that moment I looked at her and it was over. I had nothing to say. I am happy with my life. Everything she had done to me Laura has undone. All the hate I had for Katy was because she did me wrong but I realized in that moment that none of that shit mattered. Why was I hanging on to some shit that some girl who wasn't worth my time did to me 4 years ago? I have a beautiful intelligent women who is there for me.
Laura and I have had some rough times the last year but we are so much stronger for it. I am so lucky to have her. So when I made eye contact with Katy it was like finishing a chapter of my life that just need the last paragraph. The chapter of my life that I am on now is better than any before. It has ups and downs but those ups are so much better than the downs. Laura is everything I could ever want in a counterpart. She is everything I am not and that my friends is a great thing. I am a lucky guy.
Also my math test which I was sure I was going to fail was a take home. Excellent fucking day!
Happy Valentines Day
So today has been cool in a "isn't it amazing how shit works" kind of way. I went to class today and Katy my ex-girlfriend was there. So she dumped me two days before Valentines Day and also went on to date a girl and so on. Not the best self-esteem builder ever. So every once in awhile I wonder what happened to her. It's been kind of a loose end. After a year I had a lot I wanted to say to her about how everything went down and how she had really messed me up when it came to relationships. She really killed my ability to trust since she had cheated on me twice; each time with a different sex. A million times I have thought of the shit I would say. So here's my chance. I look at her and she looks at me...and I walk away. Why? Was I scared, shy, intimidated? No, actually in that moment I looked at her and it was over. I had nothing to say. I am happy with my life. Everything she had done to me Laura has undone. All the hate I had for Katy was because she did me wrong but I realized in that moment that none of that shit mattered. Why was I hanging on to some shit that some girl who wasn't worth my time did to me 4 years ago? I have a beautiful intelligent women who is there for me.
Laura and I have had some rough times the last year but we are so much stronger for it. I am so lucky to have her. So when I made eye contact with Katy it was like finishing a chapter of my life that just need the last paragraph. The chapter of my life that I am on now is better than any before. It has ups and downs but those ups are so much better than the downs. Laura is everything I could ever want in a counterpart. She is everything I am not and that my friends is a great thing. I am a lucky guy.
Also my math test which I was sure I was going to fail was a take home. Excellent fucking day!
Happy Valentines Day