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i frequently have pretty strange dreams but they have been more unusual lately. i keep dying in my dreams. typically i get stabbed in the heart with some sword type instrument. its an odd sensation even in my dream. its prickly and scary and right as it happens i slowly wake up. the funny thing is that when i wake up from my stabbing death it is the smoothest transition from sleep to consciousness imaginable. anyway, my last dream was much different. in it, there was a group of us that knew we were going to die. it was so damn weird i cant remember if we were floating at sea or if we were in some really big park somewhere. i do remember that travis was there and that we both knew we were gonna die. what is really weird is how we "died". when our time came, we had to get up and slowly walk through this big stone archway. travis was called before me so i had t wait a bit longer. when i finally had to get up and walk through it i was so scared. i paused and looked back at the world and decided that i did everything i was supposed to do. when i actually passed through the archway though nothing happened like i thought it would. instead i still felt alive but more sad. it was like i was thrown from childhood into adult life in the blink of an eye. it wasnt heaven or hell, it was the real world. it was busy with planes and trains and too many people