WWTF!!@!@!@!
how to explain my life.
wow.
we had an unreal party last weekend, just awesome.
i have become excedingly close with one of my closest friends, Jamie, and may end up haveing a relationship. it blows my mind because i never really considered her an option. But here she is. it makes me happy, but sad because she is three hours away. Nothing worthwhile was ever accomplised through ease. we will see what happens. i dont want to jump the gun. BUT IT IS WONDERFUL.
Things with liz are as good as ever, our friendship is the highest it has ever been and We spend almost every day together, even when we dont plan to. she is an amazing girl that i couldnt live without. i am blessed to have her.
things havent fizzled out with liz necessarily, as far as my romantic feelings go, they have just kind of ben put on hold. it would be easy for me to date jamie and still hold tons of feelings and fawn over liz, so i have to be careful... jamie is amazing and i could never hurt her.so my feelings for liz have to be put on hold, which is perfectly fine. she told me recently that the thing holding us back was her fear of damaging our friendship or losing it. I understand that feeling very well. we will continue our amazing friendship and if things ever develop, fine, if they dont, fine. at the end of the day, i have her in my life and thats what matters.
saving the best for last made me think, liz. it really did. i get it.
anyways...
im going to see jamie tomorrow and im fricken tickled pink about it. she makes me very happy and i cant wait to see her, especially since we wont see eachother until after break begins. and i get to meet the people nearest and dearest to her. thats awesome./
SO A COUPLE PARTY DATES:
DEC 10- GRAFFITTI PARTY, WOP AND BEER SERVED 5 BUCKS, WEAR A WHITE T-SHIRT AND OR PANTS YOU DONT CARE ABOUT BEING WRITTEN ON.
DEC 31- NEW YEARS, LOW KEY, INVITE ONLY.
JANUARY 14TH- LUAU PARTY, BEACH ATTIRE REQUIRED, CHANGING ROOM AVAILABLE, WOP AND BEER SERVED 5 BUCKS, EVERYONE GETS LEI'D
:)
DOBYNS OUT.
wow.
we had an unreal party last weekend, just awesome.
i have become excedingly close with one of my closest friends, Jamie, and may end up haveing a relationship. it blows my mind because i never really considered her an option. But here she is. it makes me happy, but sad because she is three hours away. Nothing worthwhile was ever accomplised through ease. we will see what happens. i dont want to jump the gun. BUT IT IS WONDERFUL.
Things with liz are as good as ever, our friendship is the highest it has ever been and We spend almost every day together, even when we dont plan to. she is an amazing girl that i couldnt live without. i am blessed to have her.
things havent fizzled out with liz necessarily, as far as my romantic feelings go, they have just kind of ben put on hold. it would be easy for me to date jamie and still hold tons of feelings and fawn over liz, so i have to be careful... jamie is amazing and i could never hurt her.so my feelings for liz have to be put on hold, which is perfectly fine. she told me recently that the thing holding us back was her fear of damaging our friendship or losing it. I understand that feeling very well. we will continue our amazing friendship and if things ever develop, fine, if they dont, fine. at the end of the day, i have her in my life and thats what matters.
saving the best for last made me think, liz. it really did. i get it.
anyways...
im going to see jamie tomorrow and im fricken tickled pink about it. she makes me very happy and i cant wait to see her, especially since we wont see eachother until after break begins. and i get to meet the people nearest and dearest to her. thats awesome./
SO A COUPLE PARTY DATES:
DEC 10- GRAFFITTI PARTY, WOP AND BEER SERVED 5 BUCKS, WEAR A WHITE T-SHIRT AND OR PANTS YOU DONT CARE ABOUT BEING WRITTEN ON.
DEC 31- NEW YEARS, LOW KEY, INVITE ONLY.
JANUARY 14TH- LUAU PARTY, BEACH ATTIRE REQUIRED, CHANGING ROOM AVAILABLE, WOP AND BEER SERVED 5 BUCKS, EVERYONE GETS LEI'D
:)
DOBYNS OUT.