from my toes

Mar 17, 2007 00:04





I am trying to keep the feel good feeling i had when we were in galvaston sunday. i am trying to squeeze it out of my toes, the feeling of COLD water, and the sounds of my roommates  trying to drown each other :) it was a good feeling.

I am trying to keep the relaxed feeling i had laying in bed kissing him, without a care in the world. i really enjoy his company his kisses, his touch. its relaxing. the words just lay here and relax came out of his mouth. and i did that and i honestly fell into the deepest sleep of my life after that, i let him out of the apt. and then slipped under the covers and slept like a baby.

I said it aloud that i am not ready for a serious relationship right now and it doesnt make me sad it makes me feel stronger becuase i am recognizing this finially. He knows this and he feels the same way about himself, we have decided to ride the flow for a while. just chill with each other enjoy time together. The other night i almost stepped over the line i drew for my self and said i wasnt going tojealous period, i saw a girl talking to him and i have to admit i felt my heart race, but i walked away thinking to myself i am not going to get worked over this, he doesnt need but most importantly I do not.

peace and love
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