oh cant you see thats its just raining.....
what i want from him
I want him to feel happy becuase i drove 90 mins to see him after work becuase i missed him.
I want him to want to drive 90 mins for me.
I want him to look at me and think "wow she is beautiful" instead of counting every last flaw.
I want to be a reason why he feels sometimes comprimise is the best plan of action.
that I am worth the comprimise when is needed.
I want to have my difference in thought respected by him.
I want him to tell me i love you and look in my eyes, not tell me "likewise, the feelings mutal" or tell me when my back is turned.
I want him to educate himself about the unfamiliar not just go off of what little knowledge he has of the subject
I want this ideal guy that i dont think will come my way...
I dont know if its becuase i have done something bad in my life to make him never come around, if i unknowingly shunned him or if ight now i just dont deserve him. Am i being tested to see if i can truely appreciate the love that he who ever he maybe will give me.
I just dont like the feeling of disapointment, and the fact that worst of all i lead myself on this whole time.that if he talks about the future then there is a future there is no future he said straight out of his mouth if there was a future he would make an effort, but he doesnt.
I want him to feel happy becuase i drove 90 mins to see him after work becuase i missed him.
I want him to want to drive 90 mins for me.
I want him to look at me and think "wow she is beautiful" instead of counting every last flaw.
I want to be a reason why he feels sometimes comprimise is the best plan of action.
that I am worth the comprimise when is needed.
I want to have my difference in thought respected by him.
I want him to tell me i love you and look in my eyes, not tell me "likewise, the feelings mutal" or tell me when my back is turned.
I want him to educate himself about the unfamiliar not just go off of what little knowledge he has of the subject
I want this ideal guy that i dont think will come my way...
I dont know if its becuase i have done something bad in my life to make him never come around, if i unknowingly shunned him or if ight now i just dont deserve him. Am i being tested to see if i can truely appreciate the love that he who ever he maybe will give me.
I just dont like the feeling of disapointment, and the fact that worst of all i lead myself on this whole time.that if he talks about the future then there is a future there is no future he said straight out of his mouth if there was a future he would make an effort, but he doesnt.