Jan 03, 2005 08:25
well. lets recap. New Years=...awesome. My party turned out veryverywell. With some sexon the side. Ever get the feeling that you are turning into something you dont like the look of? God,am i ever getting that feeling now. Then, next day slept for like..10 hours to recover from a whole 24 hours of sleep deprivation.
Yesterday was my 16th birthday,and it hardly felt any different from a normal day. Oh well. I got birthday wishes from lots of people, Surprisingly enough, i got more birthday wishes from people who dont live here than people who do. Everyone in BC was like" why is your msn name talking about celebrating..?" and im all like"...its my birthday?" and so then i got the"oh!..happy birthday" line quite a few times. It doesnt really have the same effect when i have to tell people. Thanks gabe for singing happy birthday to me, and josh for the msg, and bobby for the msg too, i mean how many bostoners were celebrating tierneys birthday:) And Rob courteau for actually remembering, and my family. well, rob b remembered too, but he was playinh everquest the whole time, so i dont count him. psh. Dave got me flowers. *freaked out*. Ahh.
Someone help me get out of going to dinner withhim tonight.Please. CHARLSY??
More news from the mother ship...or me...
Jealousy sucks. So do guys. Mix them together..and its lethal. Im thinking ill justgive everything a rest for a while, ya know? No guys, No flirting, no nothing. Just...me, taking on a lot of extra curriculers to keep me busy.
hmm, i was reading your"You" list josh,and i think its a good idea to get out things, without anyone blaming you for it. So maybe ill give it a try here
I wish you wouldnt like me, and would stop acting wierd. You so arent mytype. You, God. I want You, and i want to kill You. Theres no way. Youmake me so jealous, and despite how great You are, its just not happening. You, despite what is said aboutYou, are very cool,but contradict yourself so much.
Yeah, I know You think youre my friend, but I know that actually...You dont like to be around me. So screw off.
And most of all...You. You are the stupidest bitch i have ever known at times, andits really got to change. So get working onit
$5 to anyone who guesses who each of these is to
"Life was so much simpler, when stars above were just the holes in heaven."
you go, jack johnson
happy going back to school day tomorrow everyone. Its going to kill me. Actually.
love,me