Dec 14, 2005 10:39
Went to a Halo LAN yesterday. My friends Josh, Chris, and his brother Ryan put one on.
They all seem so happy.
It seems everyone goes through this. Josh and Chels, Chris and Mel, Steve and Brenda, and Ryan and his girl.
If those relationships stood trials, I have to believe that mine can. If those without dreams can find each other again, then husband and wife can wander and find each other again.
I have faith in you; I believe you can find happiness. I have faith in myself; I believe I can make you happy.
Dreams don't die. I refuse to let my dream die.
My birthday is tomorrow. I'll be a year older, but I'm still young. I have a lifetime to wander, I have a lifetime to love you.
I've known too much of you to believe that you are be able to forget me. I know your life. I know your soul. I know your love.
I love you. I am whole because I knew you. If I could learn so much, grow so much, how could I believe that you could no longer love me. How could I believe that you would not find me in your heart.
I am a part of you, just as you are a part of me. I will carry you with me always, love.
I could never forget the warmth we shared, the closeness and honesty of our love.
I have difficulty placing faith in anything, but you will always have my faith. My respect.
Is there still beauty in my eyes? Do you still know the truth of my eyes?
I love you, only you. This world has beauty in it, beauty you've shown me. If I am to live only to dream of our life together, then I live to dream. I will walk through life knowing in my heart what you've shown me. I will always know you. I will always be whole because of you.
Though seasons may change, I long to hold you under each. You make me beautiful. You thaw my heart. I have faith in myself because you have faith in me. Such honesty in your eyes, I've seen. Such comfort you've shown me.
No matter how far away, you walk with me. I know the truth of your touch. I've seen what life can be, wandering your mind I've seen elegance and decency. I've seen wonder.
I miss your elegance. I miss your hidden smiles. I miss your head resting on my chest. I miss breathing your breath. I miss how you find purpose in life by wandering, how you refuse to accept anything on anyone's terms but your own. You are my ecstacy. You are the joy of my life.