Aug 28, 2008 18:34
Mmm today was a lazy hermit day for Alisha. I went to my 2 classes in the morning, had a solitary lunch, then hopped up to my room and picked up my required reading.
I felt kind of uummm.... to put several frantic words to it:
unattractive
antisocial
dumpy
loser-like
lazy
staying in my room all day, but then I looked at all the readying I got done (like 100+ pgs) and felt validated :3
Also I think I'm losing weight x_x it's all the walking and reduced food intake
"No" screams Alisha who has never been the pinnacle of "healthy", "skinny", or "in-shape".
"My VOLUPTUOUS BODY!!!" >.> <,< (in reality I don't care it's just weird, I relate it with depressed Lions who lose their cubs, stop eating and starve)
-crazy smile- I also got up FROM BED at 1am last night to take a shower because for some reason I got it into my head that I was the "Creepster greasy haired kid that no one wanted to associate with in class" which was all my crazy paranoia, but knowing that didn't make it any better.
And how was your day XD?
crazy moment,
college