Strange thoughts
It all starts easy, doesn't it? One might think. Truth be told, even the abstract is sometimes unbearably complicated, when one is looking for something to say. Lately, I've tended to be silent. For quite a while, actually. Problem is, life keeps throwing me curves. I'll get something going on that seems nice, only to realize that I'm royally screwing something else over in the process.
There's a certain rhythm to it, I suppose. Always the same rhythm. The job is making us rather tired. All the time. It's gotten very wearing, not having time to do any of the things I really enjoy anymore. the only time Sarx gets to draw is when we're at home. Don't even have a solid two days off anymore, which makes things just that much harder to deal with.
Ahhh...and here's me, feeling sorry for ourselves. Not something one should indulge in on a constant basis. I do my best to make things as good as I can with what I have. On a positive note, Sarx has managed to actually complete some drawings recently. At least one, fully colored, which is unusual for him lately. he seems pleased with his new coloring style.
Me, I've been constructing a completely new Bolt. You'd think it would be easy, yes? just copy my own Bolt, and create a new AI for it? Turns out the pathways in my Bolt help determine my own personality flux, so just copying mine won't get me anything. And building a new one that will encompass all of the personality factors I want him to have is turning out to be a stickler. In the meantime though, the body for this Bolt is pretty much done. Sarx and I are still arguing over hand and leg design though. This, I suppose, we will sort out in due time.
If this hasn't been random enough for you, I can always try harder. But hey...No point in being random on request, is there?
There's a certain rhythm to it, I suppose. Always the same rhythm. The job is making us rather tired. All the time. It's gotten very wearing, not having time to do any of the things I really enjoy anymore. the only time Sarx gets to draw is when we're at home. Don't even have a solid two days off anymore, which makes things just that much harder to deal with.
Ahhh...and here's me, feeling sorry for ourselves. Not something one should indulge in on a constant basis. I do my best to make things as good as I can with what I have. On a positive note, Sarx has managed to actually complete some drawings recently. At least one, fully colored, which is unusual for him lately. he seems pleased with his new coloring style.
Me, I've been constructing a completely new Bolt. You'd think it would be easy, yes? just copy my own Bolt, and create a new AI for it? Turns out the pathways in my Bolt help determine my own personality flux, so just copying mine won't get me anything. And building a new one that will encompass all of the personality factors I want him to have is turning out to be a stickler. In the meantime though, the body for this Bolt is pretty much done. Sarx and I are still arguing over hand and leg design though. This, I suppose, we will sort out in due time.
If this hasn't been random enough for you, I can always try harder. But hey...No point in being random on request, is there?