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[tygher]

I AM: excited for school and work to begin.

I SAID: I would never be a housewife, yet I am.

I WANT: to have enough money to pay off our bills, plus some spending money.

I WISH: the car business would pick up so Jason will stress less.

I HATE: feeling out of control.

I MISS: spending summers with my mimere and my aunts.

I FEAR: being alone.

I HEAR: cars passing by on the road near my house.

I WONDER: what I'm going to eat for lunch today.

I REGRET: not finishing my degree when I was younger.

I AM NOT: as healthy as I'd like to be.

I DANCE: around the kitchen.

I SING: all the time, especially in the car.

I AM NOT ALWAYS: as patient as I'd like to be.

I MADE: a knitted and felted totebag, with my own two hands!

I WRITE: poetry.

I CONFUSE: myself and others.

I NEED: to get ready to take classes again.

I SHOULD: have no trouble finishing my degree

I START: work on Monday.

I FINISH: nothing on time, though that will have to change.

I BELIEVE: in faeries, and spirits, and magick, and fate, and love, and that things always work out as they are supposed to.

I KNOW: I will survive whatever life throws at me.

I CAN: knit, and bake and cook.

I CAN'T: imagine living my life without my sweet honey.

I SEE: myself owning a store someday.

I BLOG: obsessively.

I READ: blogs, but little else nowadays.

IT PISSES ME OFF: that people are so willfully ignorant.

I FIND: joy in the little things, like a herd of cows on the side of the road, or the silly things my Isis does all the time, or learning a new knitting stitch.

I LIKE: knitting and cooking and baking, and being a housewife, and watching television, and playing computer games, and watching thunderstorms and fireflies.

I LOVE: my husband, my friends, my sweet Isis and my family.