THIS JOURNAL IS F-LOCKED

May 12, 2007 22:00

oy.... alrighty...I stole this idea from marishna and actually I attempted to make a post like this once but I lost motivation...what a shock.

Anyways basically its for all those who have added me recently or I've added (same diff) to get to know me better cause ya know...its hard to keep up and find stuff interesting when you have no idea about half the stuff that I post about (which recently is about 65% fandom stuff if not more so really you're in luck) and yeah...that is it I guess...aside from the stuff under the cut so click away.

IF YOU ARE READING THIS BUT ARE NOT YET ON MY F-LIST, THIS JOURNAL IS F-LOCKED...COMMENT BELOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED!

UPDATED AUGUST 31, 2006



My name is Jessicka...I really hate my name, in fact, I've decided I hate all derivitaves of my name and every nickname I am referred to...it's a problem really. My name is not even spelled that way...its the regular spelling, I just added the K to be an original and to at least have my name appear interesting. It works, I suppose.

I am a 23 year old only child who has completely lost her mind and doesnt really want it back because being sane is boring. I live in British Columbia, Canada...I say I live in a smal town just outside of Vancouver in my parents basement suite as I am a starving student and I don't have enough money to move out on my own just yet, though I have lived on my own before now...I had to move back when I joined post secondary academia :)

I've had an interesting life to say the least and after having my life off track for four years I seem to have it going in the right direction. I have a diploma in Visual Art and Design from Vancouver Film School and I was supposed to start my second year (Film Production) on August 28th. Upon seeing the ridiculous schedule (I have a four hour commute every day...I would have had no time to do homework or recover at all with classes scheduled as they were) I withdrew from that program and am anxiously waiting to see if I can get in at BCIT. When I with drew from VFS I lost $9000 because the program had already begun and yadda yadda yadda...anyways, because of this I have now been in the position of needing to find part time employment...which after a year of not working and having no money...I am looking forward to possibly going back to my old employer...which I never thought I'd admit to.

I'm engaged to the best person on the face of the earth who I cherish on a daily basis and basically credit with saving my life in every sense of the word at one point of another...he's wonderful and understanding and realises that I have a raging addiction to schorchingly hot men and I ramble on about them as much as is humanly possible and have actually called him several differnent names other than his own in numerous situations...he tolerates it pretty well :P He himself has had a difficult life but now is back on track and has been clean from any and all drugs for eight months which makes me very very proud.

I own a small managerie and always look to expand it much to everyone's dismay. I have 3 of my own dogs and a foster dog, 5 cats (and a stray I'm trying to cozy up to) a goat, 3 horses, a turtle, and my latest little pet...a mini lop bunny named Big Wig (hopefully people have actually read/seen Watership Down and know where the name comes from). I am in general an animal lover and if I could, I would probably own all the animals in the world that don't already have homes. Last night I saw some movie about the story of Winnie the Pooh and how she was a real bear and all that jazz (which I already knew) and for some warped reason I now would like a pet black bear :P

eeeeehhhhhmmmmm... what else what else what else...like I said, I'm an only child so I'm awesome at entertaining myself and I'm so anti social it's not even funny so I dont have a ton of offline friends and preferr to keep it that way. Also this means that I'm not good at conversing with people either offline or on so if you think I'm being snobbish or giving you the cold shoulder (if you IM me I mean) no, I'm not...I jsut dont really know how to start convos or even know what to say without sounding like a moron half the time so ha!

I do try to comment as much as possible, though I'm sure you've realized in your own LJ experiance that there are some entries that you just can't think of anything to say. Generally instead of saying something remarkably stupid I just shut up when this happens. Just because I am not commenting, however, it doesnt mean that I'm not reading your journals. I read my ENTIRE f-list at least 5 times a week...sometimes more because like many people I am an LJ junkie. Time is also a factor for me, I do have a life offline so sometimes I just don't have the time to sit and read or comment...going through my f-list takes at least 45 minutes on a good day and I always try to do too much in a day so my schedule is usually jam packed.

I really enjoy making icons and other assorted graphics, and though I know I'm not the best iconist on the face of the earth, I think I have a decent ability (though I do mainly create these things for my own enjoyment...not for the popularity that some people seem to desire). I also make digital art, sketch, paint, write, and occasionally make fan videos for my fandoms (heh heh I am an artiste no?) which I also enjoy very much...HOWEVER, I am insanely critical of myself and prone to long bouts of creative block which has the tendancy to make me a little moody, I try not to let it creep on to my LJ but....you've been warned.

General Likes:

coffee, cigarettes, driving on long stretches of open road, staying up until 3 am or later, laughing my ass of at anything and everything until no sound comes out, hair dye, tattoos, insane banter with friends, trading sarcastic insults with friends, concerts, T.V., Movies, sleep, freshly washed blankets, sushi, japanese/tai/vietnamese food, boxed set a thons, 80's movies, cheesy horror movies, good horror movies, anything that'll make me jump out of my skin

General Dislikes:

closed minded and or ignorant people, giddy people, people who never shut up, dirty and or holey socks, insects of any kind, rush hour driving, people who dont understand that the right lane is if you wanna go slow, the left lane is if you wanna speed, flying, the dark, sharks, clowns, sock puppets, dolls, dummies, superiority complexes, judgmentalism, any sort of prejudice, reality television (except BB and Survivor...I cant give those up cause they were the first ones I ever watched) McDonalds/Burger King (ick) slow internet connecton...summer hiatus for TV shows!!!!!!!

The only thing left to say is that I am a rampant fan girl (and a TV junkie) and below is just a sampling of the things I tend to obsess over quite frequently.

Televsion

90210, Alias, Angel, Arrested Development, Battlestar Galactica (2004), Becker, Big Brother, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Dark Angel, Dawson's Creek, Dead Like Me , Dr. Who (2005), ER, Even Stevens, Fawlty Towers, Felecity, Frasier, Grey's Anatomy, Gilmore Girls, Invasion, Law and Order (all incarnations), LOST, Medium, Melrose Place, Monty Python, Nip/Tuck, Prison Break, Roswell, Sex and The City, Six Feet Under, Supernatural, Third Watch, Three's Company, Veronica Mars

Movies

10 Things I Hate About You, 16 Candles, 28 Days Later, A Clockwork Orange, Amelie, American Beauty, Batman Begins, Before Sunrise, Big Daddy, Big Fish, Black Christmas, Bridget Jones' Diary, Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Crash(2005), Dirty Dancing, Donnie Darko, Down With Love, Ever After, Edward Scissorhands, Even Stevens the Movie, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Fight Club,Final Destination, Finding Nemo, Finding Neverland, Ginger Snaps, Harry Potter,Interview with the Vampire, Kill Bill, King Arthur, King Kong, Lady in the Water, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Lord of the Rings, Memento, Moulin Rouge, National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation, Ocean's Eleven, Pirates of the Caribbean, Pulp Fiction, Queen of the Damned, Resivoir Dogs, Requiem for a Dream, Rocky Horror Picture Show Scream, Seven, Signs, Snatch, Star Wars, The Dark Crystal, The Labyrinth, The Last Unicorn, The Matrix, The Sixth Sense, The Village, Underworld, Whatever Happened to Baby Jane

People

Listen...there's just too many hot men to list right now, and I'm tired of alphabtising so...perhaps in the near future I will update this list but for now you'll just have to determine whom makes me weak in the knees by reading...trust me I swoon at least twice a week. If you want a smidgeon of a sampling, you can check my user info but it's not very recent.

Music

See the above answer only substitute music for people :)

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