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Man. *sigh* I dont even knw where to begin. Life is funny. I cant believe all that I've gone through in the past year. shits been really fucked up. Its just not even funny. Me and Chris are offically over. My mom once told me a man can only do what you let him. man was she right. All the times I've forgiven him. Forgive again and again and agian. But a women can only take so much before she reaches that breaking point. The point I reached last night. He hurt me so bad. I tried to hurt him the only way I knew how. I wanted him to feel the same pain he's making me feel. So I grabed a knife and tried to kill the boy. Looking back at everything that happened last night and all that was said, I don't know how I could have been so stupid too have ever taken him back the first time. What the fuck was I thinking. How did I let shit get to this. Im not a violent person, so its really that serious when I tried to end someone's life.
to make matter's worst, my car broke down last night and I just started my new job at GBMC out owings mills. They say when it rains it pours. but this shit is just fucked.
I'm not ganna lie, It hurts. It hurts alot. But I'm ganna be okay. I'c ganna come out of this stronger, smarter and with some serous baggage. I feel bad for the next man I decide to date, paying for the mistakes and wrong doings of the one before him.
Well, Gatta go pack my shit.
ASTA
to make matter's worst, my car broke down last night and I just started my new job at GBMC out owings mills. They say when it rains it pours. but this shit is just fucked.
I'm not ganna lie, It hurts. It hurts alot. But I'm ganna be okay. I'c ganna come out of this stronger, smarter and with some serous baggage. I feel bad for the next man I decide to date, paying for the mistakes and wrong doings of the one before him.
Well, Gatta go pack my shit.
ASTA