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Shit has been hellish with me lately. So much has been going on in my life. The count down begins. exactly 25 days left to school. I'm so thrilled. Tomorrow me and my mom are going to dundulk to get the info needed for the nursing program. hope everything turns out okay.
shit has been so crazy between me and Chris. I'm trying so hard to be the understanding girlfriend but its hard. He's so stressed, and right now he needs my support, not my attitude. I know this, however, it doesnt mean that its any easier for me. I have needs too and there not being met. so what do I do in situations like this. *sigh*
In other news: frankie gets out in 15 days. I have so many mixed feelings. I'm so fucking happy though. I miss him. I went in Rayna's rooms yeasturday and she was sitting on her bed, watching cartoons and crying. When I asked her what was wrong, she said she misses her daddy, when is coming home? It breaks my heart. so we made a little calander together and everyday now, we'll cross out each day: a count down, until he comed home. she understands now that its right around the corner. looking at the paper, she'll count the little boxes until she reaches the big red box and say look mommy, that not long at all.
My mind is so cloudy right now. I need to just get away. from everyone. Go somewhere and just clear my mind. I feel like the channel in my head just keeps changing. *sigh*
good night
shit has been so crazy between me and Chris. I'm trying so hard to be the understanding girlfriend but its hard. He's so stressed, and right now he needs my support, not my attitude. I know this, however, it doesnt mean that its any easier for me. I have needs too and there not being met. so what do I do in situations like this. *sigh*
In other news: frankie gets out in 15 days. I have so many mixed feelings. I'm so fucking happy though. I miss him. I went in Rayna's rooms yeasturday and she was sitting on her bed, watching cartoons and crying. When I asked her what was wrong, she said she misses her daddy, when is coming home? It breaks my heart. so we made a little calander together and everyday now, we'll cross out each day: a count down, until he comed home. she understands now that its right around the corner. looking at the paper, she'll count the little boxes until she reaches the big red box and say look mommy, that not long at all.
My mind is so cloudy right now. I need to just get away. from everyone. Go somewhere and just clear my mind. I feel like the channel in my head just keeps changing. *sigh*
good night