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Playing catch up sucks. With my mom being in the hospital and all, I missed alot of school. So not only am I playing catch up with school work, but bills as well since I missed hella work too. I'm trying to do so much, with my mom not being able to walk. Running around getting shit done for mom, as well as my shit, trying to keep up with the house work, keep up with school work, put in hours at the job, then my car broke down, but daddy got it fixed. It sucked taking the bus again. I must say I've been spoiled having wheels.
Things with my and Chris are progressing rather fast. Shits intense. I talked to him last night and told him we need to slow it down a bit. Not that I'm returning to old ways: push a way when shit gets intense- but I just dont want to burn myself in the end. I'd rather do it slow and right then give into the intenseness and it blow up in my face. He agreed but ended the conversation by saying no matter how hard you try you cant slow or stop your heart from falling. *sigh* emotions suck*
I'm so tired. I havnt gotten more then 4 hours of sleep on any given night in like 2 weeks. I really think if I keep it up, I'm ganna crash and burn. I need to rest a little. Just a little time for me. Well gatta go, leaving school early to get some stuff done for my mom in time for work.
!ASTA!
Things with my and Chris are progressing rather fast. Shits intense. I talked to him last night and told him we need to slow it down a bit. Not that I'm returning to old ways: push a way when shit gets intense- but I just dont want to burn myself in the end. I'd rather do it slow and right then give into the intenseness and it blow up in my face. He agreed but ended the conversation by saying no matter how hard you try you cant slow or stop your heart from falling. *sigh* emotions suck*
I'm so tired. I havnt gotten more then 4 hours of sleep on any given night in like 2 weeks. I really think if I keep it up, I'm ganna crash and burn. I need to rest a little. Just a little time for me. Well gatta go, leaving school early to get some stuff done for my mom in time for work.
!ASTA!