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Well it's been along time since I updated, so I might aswell do it....Not much has happenend. Ok, alot has happened. I am still living in onalaska...soon to be getting my own place in Lacey. Can't wait. I have 2 jobs, American Eagle model, and Auto Body Technician. It's nice having money to spend...I miss a certain someone right now, I feel as if im not whole without her...It hurts. I wish I could see her, but I can't. I'll just take it. I have been riding as much as I can...until a a day ago....I cracked my patella, and tore my acl ligament somemore...oh well...Im tough. I've met alot of new people...I'm pretty sure I'm addicted to myspace...It's getting pretty bad. Oh well...No big deal. I went and saw Underoath, Thrice, The Bled, and Veda awhile back, so good. It was the first show I went to in a long time, so it was a blast. I'm going to see From First To Last, here pretty soon. Can't wait. I have gone emo, according to all my friends...I never thought Me, Spoon...the "Lil hardcore kid", would ever go emo. I'm kind of bummed about it. But I can see where there coming from...I've been depressed quite a bit, I dislike my life, a bunch...Oh well.
I miss all my friends back in shelltown, even the ones that were fucking assholes. Shelton made we what I am now...And I entirely regret leaving. I feel like I just abandoned everyone. I'm sorry everybody...Hate me if you will. I have come to realize lately, these past few weeks, I care too much about what people think about me..I really need to stop this. But I honestly don't know how. Anyone with help, or advice?? I really need someone to talk to right now..I miss her dearly. I miss my family, my friends, my life. I don't have much anymore, since I moved. It's a new start...somewhat. I just wish I was closer to her, and my friends, and family...Olympia is a long drive from my house..It sucks. Oh well...It's do-able. She's entirely worth it. She's my everything.
So I'm sitting here watching "Trading Places", having a couple good laughs, and I got to thinking, everything that has happened to me, good or bad. Has made me into what I am, and who I am. I need to accept that, and deal with it, whether it's good or bad. So I've decided I'm going to go back to the "old" Ty. Not caring what people think of me, doing what I want, and only caring about those who are actually close to me. Not getting in anyone's way anymore. I will basically leave everyone alone....unless you are one of my close friends....No one needs my bullshit, drama, problems, which is all I have been causing lately..Is problems. So I'm done. Goodbye...Sweat Dreams. I <3 You all.
I miss all my friends back in shelltown, even the ones that were fucking assholes. Shelton made we what I am now...And I entirely regret leaving. I feel like I just abandoned everyone. I'm sorry everybody...Hate me if you will. I have come to realize lately, these past few weeks, I care too much about what people think about me..I really need to stop this. But I honestly don't know how. Anyone with help, or advice?? I really need someone to talk to right now..I miss her dearly. I miss my family, my friends, my life. I don't have much anymore, since I moved. It's a new start...somewhat. I just wish I was closer to her, and my friends, and family...Olympia is a long drive from my house..It sucks. Oh well...It's do-able. She's entirely worth it. She's my everything.
So I'm sitting here watching "Trading Places", having a couple good laughs, and I got to thinking, everything that has happened to me, good or bad. Has made me into what I am, and who I am. I need to accept that, and deal with it, whether it's good or bad. So I've decided I'm going to go back to the "old" Ty. Not caring what people think of me, doing what I want, and only caring about those who are actually close to me. Not getting in anyone's way anymore. I will basically leave everyone alone....unless you are one of my close friends....No one needs my bullshit, drama, problems, which is all I have been causing lately..Is problems. So I'm done. Goodbye...Sweat Dreams. I <3 You all.