Feb 10, 2006 00:50
Well here I sit LoNeLy and without my baby!! He left for Chattanooga earlier and I miss him so much. This is the first time that we have been apart in 5 months!~* I dont know how I am going to sleep without him. But thank gosh he is coming back late tomorrow night or I would go insane hAhA** Anyways, he has a game on Valentines Day! How messed up is that? But it is at 2 o'clock or he wouldn't be going hAhA*! I hope they do good this season but I hate the time we have to spend apart. But I guess it will be good for us to be apart some. I dont know what we are going to do on Valentines Day yet but it better be good LoL*~ I know he will make it special. This is our second Valentines Day together but first as a married couple. Sometimes I still cant believe that I am someones wife! It blows my mind but I have loved every minute of it! He makes me so happy!* No one has ever loved or cared about me as much as Bryan does. But whose complaining? I love being spoiled by him~* I spoil him too but he spoils me more. I am finally having my bridal shower this month. Everyone has been so busy that I haven't had a chance to have one till now. I am excited. I had one in Fairfax from his family but not one from my family and friends so this one is it! I am really excited! I still dont know about being pregnant but I know I have the symptoms of it! I have been miserable the last week!! From being nauseas all day to having cramps and heartburn!! Not to mention the I have been a mega BiTcH and very emotional. And poor Bryan gets the wrap for it all!! I get upset with him even when he doesn't do anything hAhA!! But for some reason he deals with it and loves me that much more aWwWw :) I am hoping that I am but I am very scared at the same time. But I will be fine!! But I am going to go and will update later!! LeAvE eM'!~* LoVe Ya'LL*~!