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Some random ventage. You don't need to read it, i just feel better writing it down.
six more weeks...
I hate this place.
I got a letter from WSU today,
but it only said that they were still reviewing my transfer app.
High hopes before opening the letter were a little wasted.
I know WSU is a low standard to aim for after being accepted at GU,
but i would much rather be happy than prestigously educated,
especially when the emotional cost can be so high.
I know i run into prejudices wherever i go, even back home,
but i can't even make a steady friend here.
No one likes me, especially if they know WHAT i am over who i am.
I have to be someone else to be accepted,
I spent too many years in agony doing the same thing before finally coming to my senses,
i'm not about to let it happen again.
I just have to tough it out.
six more weeks...
The only person who gets me out of here is Daren,
and who knows how long that will last,
or even if i want it to.
Every time we talk, he gives me a guilt trip about transferring.
If i don't go, i'll be worse off.
i wish he's understand that trying to make me feel like shit for wanting to be happy isn't making me want to stay any more.
there's nothing to do here.
I do homework, i go to class, i go to the gym.
no real friends to speak of. Just keep doin my thing.
Rinse, repeat. Cycle on low heat.
six more weeks to go until summer,
then its off to the salt mines.
but anything's better than this.
whew... better.
So, V for Vendetta is an amazing movie.
if you're a conservative, you might roll your eyes a bit...
more like a lot.
But it's got some ideas in it that can get both sides thinking about the future.
It's a good debate topic. nuff said.
Silent Hill in one month exactly
six more weeks...
I hate this place.
I got a letter from WSU today,
but it only said that they were still reviewing my transfer app.
High hopes before opening the letter were a little wasted.
I know WSU is a low standard to aim for after being accepted at GU,
but i would much rather be happy than prestigously educated,
especially when the emotional cost can be so high.
I know i run into prejudices wherever i go, even back home,
but i can't even make a steady friend here.
No one likes me, especially if they know WHAT i am over who i am.
I have to be someone else to be accepted,
I spent too many years in agony doing the same thing before finally coming to my senses,
i'm not about to let it happen again.
I just have to tough it out.
six more weeks...
The only person who gets me out of here is Daren,
and who knows how long that will last,
or even if i want it to.
Every time we talk, he gives me a guilt trip about transferring.
If i don't go, i'll be worse off.
i wish he's understand that trying to make me feel like shit for wanting to be happy isn't making me want to stay any more.
there's nothing to do here.
I do homework, i go to class, i go to the gym.
no real friends to speak of. Just keep doin my thing.
Rinse, repeat. Cycle on low heat.
six more weeks to go until summer,
then its off to the salt mines.
but anything's better than this.
whew... better.
So, V for Vendetta is an amazing movie.
if you're a conservative, you might roll your eyes a bit...
more like a lot.
But it's got some ideas in it that can get both sides thinking about the future.
It's a good debate topic. nuff said.
Silent Hill in one month exactly