The Nether
These emotional spikes in all directions are exhausting. I'm more moody than a pregnant woman. And while I'm sitting their feeling shitty, I feel completely justified... but later... when I calm down... and get my bearings again... I feel like an ass.
One thing that I don't understand still is this:
Why can Dusty flip off the handle, gesturing wildly with his hands
And everyone else around me can start shouting passionately
But when I open my mouth they react like I'm throwing knives and spitting fire. Fuck that. A huge fuck that. I am so beyond tired of that shit. I was not the only one with a heightened decibal. I won't deny my volume but I will not sit there and let people look down on me dissaprovingly when they're behaving in a similar fassion. I can't stand HYPOCRACY!
All in all, today has had more ups than downs. And it's definitely ended up better than roughly a week ago.
Damnit. I am always hungry.
One thing that I don't understand still is this:
Why can Dusty flip off the handle, gesturing wildly with his hands
And everyone else around me can start shouting passionately
But when I open my mouth they react like I'm throwing knives and spitting fire. Fuck that. A huge fuck that. I am so beyond tired of that shit. I was not the only one with a heightened decibal. I won't deny my volume but I will not sit there and let people look down on me dissaprovingly when they're behaving in a similar fassion. I can't stand HYPOCRACY!
All in all, today has had more ups than downs. And it's definitely ended up better than roughly a week ago.
Damnit. I am always hungry.