The Backlash Has Begun
Today was one of the worst and most embarrasing days of my life. Aside from the fact that I was up until 5am this morning and basically had no sleep whatsoever, I had to spend the remainder of my day answering to one of the most dreaded questions: "is that a hickie?!" "who gave that to you?!" "what were YOU doing last night?!"
I can't believe I let this happen...
I know it's not THAT big of a deal, but it was just really frustrating that people felt that it was their business and that they had every right to know something about me.
I haven't been feeling good about myself lately. I'm starting to get discouraged about my life and what people think of me. I know I shouldn't let things like this bother me, and I normally don't....but lately i've been paranoid about the way I look, the way I act, the things I say.
In the beginning I couldn't believe how much easier this was than I thought it would be. I was really happy, and thought that I had discovered something new and exciting about myself. Now that other people are getting "involved in this discovery" (via other people's inability to keep their fucking mouths shut), I don't know if I like it anymore. The backlash has begun...
I don't know...life is frustrating.
Sometimes I wish I could just be myself around everyone.
Luv me,
-Ty-
I can't believe I let this happen...
I know it's not THAT big of a deal, but it was just really frustrating that people felt that it was their business and that they had every right to know something about me.
I haven't been feeling good about myself lately. I'm starting to get discouraged about my life and what people think of me. I know I shouldn't let things like this bother me, and I normally don't....but lately i've been paranoid about the way I look, the way I act, the things I say.
In the beginning I couldn't believe how much easier this was than I thought it would be. I was really happy, and thought that I had discovered something new and exciting about myself. Now that other people are getting "involved in this discovery" (via other people's inability to keep their fucking mouths shut), I don't know if I like it anymore. The backlash has begun...
I don't know...life is frustrating.
Sometimes I wish I could just be myself around everyone.
Luv me,
-Ty-