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Christmas was fantastic this year. My family got along just fine for the most part, Adam came this year, saw some good friends, got a few gifts, a twisted ankle, and i'm glad. We watched the original War of the Worlds and made fun of it the entire time. Played yahtzee & realized that game really fucking sucks. yeah, we didn't REALLY play by the rules & maybe that's why it took so long, but it is damn near impossible to get a yahtzee.
What did kinda bum me out was that only one of my friends said merry christmas to me before i did to them. I don't know if that should really bother me, but it does.
This is my last christmas living at home and it's weird. I won't wake up in my house & walk downstairs to a tree full of presents. I won't walk downstairs to hugs & holiday wishes & breakfast. It's a bit depressing. Everyone keeps talking about moving out & as excited as I really am, i'm really sad about it too. I'm not even going that far, but I won't be home. I hope I can find a comfort zone there. I'm tired of everyone bringing up moving. I'm sick of hearing "so are you excited to move out??" I guess it's just whatever conversation since that's the one thing that people know about right now. Even people I haven't talked to in ages know.
I've got a lot on my mind and I wasn't even supposed to be here right now and I guess that's bothering me a bit more than i'd like it to.
Anyway, i'm going to my cousin's funeral tomorrow morning & then going to work for the first day of my last week.
What did kinda bum me out was that only one of my friends said merry christmas to me before i did to them. I don't know if that should really bother me, but it does.
This is my last christmas living at home and it's weird. I won't wake up in my house & walk downstairs to a tree full of presents. I won't walk downstairs to hugs & holiday wishes & breakfast. It's a bit depressing. Everyone keeps talking about moving out & as excited as I really am, i'm really sad about it too. I'm not even going that far, but I won't be home. I hope I can find a comfort zone there. I'm tired of everyone bringing up moving. I'm sick of hearing "so are you excited to move out??" I guess it's just whatever conversation since that's the one thing that people know about right now. Even people I haven't talked to in ages know.
I've got a lot on my mind and I wasn't even supposed to be here right now and I guess that's bothering me a bit more than i'd like it to.
Anyway, i'm going to my cousin's funeral tomorrow morning & then going to work for the first day of my last week.