this is the first the i remember.
holy shit. im in a good mood, but at the same time, i feel dead, and like, shitty. and i think its like the pills im on, cause... i dono. this is how i felt yesterday. i feel almost dead. like, im excited for something to happen, but my body isnt letting me feel the feelings that, im thinking of or something... its really fuckin fucked up man. serious. ahh.
saturday. leaving for eugene. AHH my friend nick came back from rehab today. i missed him a lot. before he left i heard he liked me. and today when i stayed after, we flirted a lot and i wrote my number on his arm, and when i was leaving with stephnie<3 cause she gave me a ride home, i gave him a hug and my sweatshirt slipped up and he was touching my bare skin, and hes like 'dont stay in eugene all summer. pleaaase i wont go to arizona if you dont stay down there all summer' and i was like *aww* 'alright alright..' then i walked away and hes like 'im gonna call you tonight..' :)
i was think about staying in eugene for a while... i miss everything from downthere sometimes... hmm. i dono. i think i wanna, like, see my mom.. WAIT. I GET TO SEE HER TOMORRW!! YES!!
*10 mins later* fuck man. my dad just called and he said i was on my own for dinner AGAIN cause christine is gonna be later than she expected, and hes gonna be reaaally late man... fuck...
:( this song is so sad...
xoxo
kaylaaaa, you gotta call me. ok?? ok... iloveyou..
we definetly need to chill this summer. right-o?
cheerio then everyone.
saturday. leaving for eugene. AHH my friend nick came back from rehab today. i missed him a lot. before he left i heard he liked me. and today when i stayed after, we flirted a lot and i wrote my number on his arm, and when i was leaving with stephnie<3 cause she gave me a ride home, i gave him a hug and my sweatshirt slipped up and he was touching my bare skin, and hes like 'dont stay in eugene all summer. pleaaase i wont go to arizona if you dont stay down there all summer' and i was like *aww* 'alright alright..' then i walked away and hes like 'im gonna call you tonight..' :)
i was think about staying in eugene for a while... i miss everything from downthere sometimes... hmm. i dono. i think i wanna, like, see my mom.. WAIT. I GET TO SEE HER TOMORRW!! YES!!
*10 mins later* fuck man. my dad just called and he said i was on my own for dinner AGAIN cause christine is gonna be later than she expected, and hes gonna be reaaally late man... fuck...
:( this song is so sad...
xoxo
kaylaaaa, you gotta call me. ok?? ok... iloveyou..
we definetly need to chill this summer. right-o?
cheerio then everyone.