Last Post: 51 weeks ago

Dec 23, 2007 22:18

51 weeks ago? Makes sense.. the last entry I wrote was around this time a year ago. But 51 weeks still sounds strange to me. Lets see.. 4 weeks in a month, 12 months in a year, 4 times 12.. huh, I guess thats right.

I've mentioned this over and over again in this journal. That I've looked back on previous entries, wondering what my exact feelings were on this exact day but different year. And everytime I look, I either become sad or relieved that a chapter of my life has ended. And as time goes on and I age, my visits to past entries just feel... weird. I don't think I even read through the whole entry. Skim, skim, skim... hm, weird, okay, next entry. Those are my exact thought processes.

So why have I not written in such a long time? A part of me wanted to, a part of me felt too lazy and felt like I had to update on every single thing thats happened to me within the past year, and then a part of me felt like my journal was too depressing and I simply just didn't want to go back to it.

My life is better. Actually, it's great. I mean, I still go through the usual bickering with the boyfriend, the usual worry about money, the usual anxiety of what I'm gonna do with my life... but who doesn't go through stuff like that?

New Years Resolutions for 2008 (or at least things that I am aiming to accomplish)
Tighten up my body
Go back to writing in my journal
Save $$$ for a life-changing trip to Seville, Spain
Go on a life-changing trip to Seville, Spain
Make a scrapbook
Make a recipe book
Work on my temper
Sign up for yoga classes
Move away from Texas and get a great job in entertainment
READ
Giving my wardrobe a mature makeover
Learn to let go of the past and handle my jealousy issues with my boyfriend

Till' next time.

Adrianne
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