Nov 16, 2006 23:52
Sleep and work. Sleep and work. I think that is all I have been doing...neglecting my house and my pets and myself. It is soooo hard to pretend that life is normal as me and my family wait to learn more about Todd's tumor and when his surgery might be. It's not normal. It's NOT normal for a perfectly healthy, happy 23-year-old to have to fight a brain tumor. It's not normal and I don't know what to say to him or how to feel about all this. It makes me angry that he must go through this and I think he must feel so very alone because how could we possible understand what it means, what it feels like to face this yourself?