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This weekend has been horrible. Seriously! First of all, my goat, doak, got super sick on Firday before we showed. Carlton and i thought he was tired, so we tried to feed and walk him to get ready for the show on Friday. Well, it turns out that he had Urinary Callculi. thats where little crystals of protien get stuck in their urinary tract and they basically cant pee. so they die of a swollen bladder. its really bad, and he went through a lot of pain. we tried everything, the vet even cut the tip of his penis off, but never the less, he died. i cried for so long. and it was heart breaking. I also didnt do too well in the show itself, and i was dissapointed with that. I got 3rd place. that might sound good, but to me it sucked. my goat was awesome and i knew it. and then to top it off, i got 2nd in showmanship, which i should have won. I mean, its not that hard and im good at it o well. WEll, this morning, my puppy died. she got hit by a car. im still crying and its really sucking right now