Oct 24, 2005 21:59
How do you break it off with a guy who is so nice you want to take him to a candy or toy store? I'm such a bitch. He came over today with flowers, not from a super market, oh no. He went to a florist and asked for a bunch of different flowers cuz he didn't know my favorite. Fuck.
I think I don't like him because he is a coputer programor. That was my last step father last job. As nice as this guy is, I still can't sepperate them from each other. To much shit happened to forget. I'm so fucked up when it comes to guys because of him so I don't think I can deal with current guy.
How bad would it be if I told him I couldn't be with him because I couldn't force him to change? I can not be with some one knowing that he isn't himself because of me. I need help.