Another slump
I have this problem with negative thoughts or energy. Once it's in me, it's so difficult to overcome. Things were going so well in Texas and I was feeling much better, happy even. Some specific events have sparked the uplift, but overall, it was a badly needed a break. Then one or two thoughts creep in about insecurity or something slightly upsets me, and I lose it. I feel like I'm back at the bottom and it's affecting even the good things I was excited about! I have to stop thinking so damn much and talk myself out of this pit...