Jan 21, 2004 09:29
so yeah... ive heard that maybe i come across as being on a "high horse"... and i have to disagree... im just cocky... and i deserve to be... lemme explain...
5 days a week, i do absolutely amazing shit... i impress myself on a daily basis with how hard i work... and my willingness to work at that level... a level far beyond anyone else in the building... and people are trying hard to man up to my level, and have been trying for a long time, but just cant do it... i work at a blistering rate with stunning effectiveness, and an amazingly low amount of mistakes... i do more work, and in less time then anyone in the building... *pounds chest*
This confidence err cockyness has lead to my success in the workplace... and i cant help but take it out the doors with me... i walk with my chest out and my chin up, because if i can make MY job look to be so damn easy... given enough time i can do anything... and that is an extremely comfortable feeling...
Now i admit... i may have an overinflated self image... by character i see myself as flawless... and appearance as well... well my appearance isnt perfect, im not going to make any cover of magazines, but its who i am, and what ive been given... and im extremely proud of that... it cant be changed and when i look at myself in the mirror i see an absolutely stunning person... and that is also an extremely comfortable feeling...
It's just i feel that ive earned my confidence, not that ive been on a high horse... but ive built myself up alone... without the help of others... and i continue to impress myself, DAILY... with my accomplishments at work... and the comfort i have with myself as a person... i cant help but be loud about it... but it needs to be understood that i do not expect others to place me as high as i place myself...