Renewed Interest
The whole schiltterbahn trip was an interesting experiance. i had to deal with a few ppl i kinda didnt want to, slept in my car, napped on the side of the road, hurt my toe, but had a decent time for the crapola that had been going on. Work is same in same out cept a supervisor pissed me off and so i am going to try and get the jerk fired or demoted. Casa ole has a open door policy and i am gonna use it against that jerk. i already typed up the letter and now gonna send it. hopefully somthing happens cause i got about 3 letters i am gonna send against him. Cable went out for awhile and had to get that fixed. friends came over and we watched the butterfly effect. im really getting more and more annoyed at people. the more i deal with the people at work the more it makes me want to be alone. On friday i am going to audition for a show. Just for fun, i serously doubt i will be able to get anything in it, but never know. i am too young for it, so it will just be for practice to keep my skills up. And if i do get somthing in it, it would be the best thing in my carreer yet. My dad just up and bought himself a bike. now i want one. again. well i have still wanted one, just cant find time to take the course, but now i am gonna bust ass to get it taken care of. working 6 days a week really crimps my style but i am working on it. i got a ticket awhile back and need a day off to take care of it. or a few. and ill need a weekend and 180 bucks for the course. i can do it if i put my mind to it. im gonna try and convince my dad to buy me a bike too. He told me he had a-1 credit and all he had to do was phone in a loan and it could be approved. SO that means (since he just up and bought a bike) that he isnt as bad off as he says he is on money. ill try and get me somthing :-) DvD collection is still rising but i am not going to buy another one till i get Futurama Dvd Season 4 which is out in August. hope i can hold strong. its late and i really cant sleep cause i am wondering how i am going to be able to do this audition. its really profesional and so i dont think ill have much of a chance but i can try. I really need to save my money big time. i have a nice little stack in the other room plus a nice little check too. it would be all good. I really wish i could just find a friend or a girlfriend that i can really just hang out with. nothing sexual at all, just someone to enjoy the company of. i cant find that, all i really find is high school bullshit. thats all i really hear from alot of ppl's mouths. im refusing to date anyone thats younger than 20 and i am even considerin younger than i am. Girls at work or girls i hear in general are just filled with crapola and hey are stupid. one at work is espeally annoying. i hate listeing to her and her bullshit. I hate hearing how much people earn there also. i have yet to make over 97 bucks there, but i hear stories about such-n-such made 150 bucks. LIES LIES LIES.
its almost impossible to average over 20% of your sales in a full day. not many people give you over that much. there are few tippers that will leave a nice chunk of change there but you aint gonna get more than a string of 5 bucks in a row. i had 3 in a row the other day and that was it. i have not yet recieved over 13 in a regular tip. (i am not counting gratuity) If they got 150 bucks in 1 nite, that means they had 750 bucks in sales and made 20% AVERAGE the entire day. that means if they got stiffed once, someone had to make it up. I highly doubt it. ive jsut told everyone, if i dont see it counted infront of me, i dont believe it. and even then i am suspisous cause whoever could have brought in money that they already had.
Like i said, i am really sensitive to other people right now and just dont care honestly. i see the same jerks get the chicks and the same chicks bitch about getting the jerk when i am right here. But you know what? ive come to the theory that if they are too fucking STOOPID to realize that, then Fuck them, they are not worth my time or effort or even the same air that i breath. Its really true, for ever 1 hot (or even good looking for that matter) girl, there are atleast 10 guys sick and tired of that chick's Bullshit. And ya know i tried to be civil with some ppl i know, but you know what, fuck them. They are jerks and if they cant talk to me or be decent people then they are not worth my time or my friendship. I get really tired of this life of mine. it does seem that no one cares. i often realize how nice the razor would be, but then i gotta think, who would take care of my cat, and that makes it worse cause only my cat depends on me and no one else cares. atleast SHE loves me if none of you fuckers do.
im out for another week or two
BrYan
its almost impossible to average over 20% of your sales in a full day. not many people give you over that much. there are few tippers that will leave a nice chunk of change there but you aint gonna get more than a string of 5 bucks in a row. i had 3 in a row the other day and that was it. i have not yet recieved over 13 in a regular tip. (i am not counting gratuity) If they got 150 bucks in 1 nite, that means they had 750 bucks in sales and made 20% AVERAGE the entire day. that means if they got stiffed once, someone had to make it up. I highly doubt it. ive jsut told everyone, if i dont see it counted infront of me, i dont believe it. and even then i am suspisous cause whoever could have brought in money that they already had.
Like i said, i am really sensitive to other people right now and just dont care honestly. i see the same jerks get the chicks and the same chicks bitch about getting the jerk when i am right here. But you know what? ive come to the theory that if they are too fucking STOOPID to realize that, then Fuck them, they are not worth my time or effort or even the same air that i breath. Its really true, for ever 1 hot (or even good looking for that matter) girl, there are atleast 10 guys sick and tired of that chick's Bullshit. And ya know i tried to be civil with some ppl i know, but you know what, fuck them. They are jerks and if they cant talk to me or be decent people then they are not worth my time or my friendship. I get really tired of this life of mine. it does seem that no one cares. i often realize how nice the razor would be, but then i gotta think, who would take care of my cat, and that makes it worse cause only my cat depends on me and no one else cares. atleast SHE loves me if none of you fuckers do.
im out for another week or two
BrYan