"I had rather have a fool make me merry, than experience make me sad."
Today is a better day...
Last night I went out and had my first fun evening since I have been back to Houston. I went to see Little Black Book with Tiff (which suprisingly is a really good movie) and then we met my old friends from HS Brent and Bass at Sherlocks for some drinkies. It was a lot of fun and laughter. I missed them.
This am I was awoken early to find that the dog had chewed up my shoes that I wore last night...grrrrr...but my mom coaxed me out of bed at 9 am by promising me Starbucks. I there ran into my ex bf from my junior year of hs (ha!) and exchanged #'s. (Oh last night I also ran into an ex from WAY back and another good friend from hs at Sherlock's too) My mom and I went to old town Katy and picked up my vanity...its gorgeous. Then we went to Best Buy where my mama bought me the newest No Doubt cd...cant believe I didnt own it and Coheed and Cambria (which is only $8.99 right now...get it while its hot). There are lots of perks to living at home I guess. Then we picked out my armoire for my TV and clothes for my room, and had some lunch at Big Daddy's BBQ (yum) where I ran into a friend of my last big ex (Scuba Steve). Oscar (his friend) told me that Steve was in town this wknd and that he had been asking about me so I should give him a call.
This leads to me (against Tiff's wishes) picking up the phone and dialing a # that I swore I would never dial again. Voicemail...which I had begged in my head for...but 15 minutes later...returned call. He is back in Lake Charles right now, but had been considering coming back to Katy tonight...which he has decided now that he has talked to me he is going to do for sure. We haven't spoken since my bday...he said he was scared to call for a while, and then he tried after and of course my cellaphone has been off. He said the last voice he ever expected to hear was mine....and I told him I almost didnt call...he has lots of things to tell me...which is good b/c I deserve an explanation. (If you are lost I will be more than happy to relate the story over phone or you can just read past journals from about 3 months ago) So I will be seeing the only guy I have truly loved since Nathan either tonight or tomorrow. I will be happy to at least have him as a friend again...we have known each other since we were 14.
Everything happens for a reason...its what they say...and they happens to be me as well.
More drinkies with Tiff tonight at the Spotlight where we will be doing karoke...heck yes! Ah yes, and I have been informed of the fact that within the next 2 years I will be performing the duty of maid of honor at her wedding...always a bridesmaid never a bride. Lol...I think that's ok for me right now.
I'm nervous about seeing you again.
My life just got a little better. It could be worse. I have the bestest friends in the world.
Last night I went out and had my first fun evening since I have been back to Houston. I went to see Little Black Book with Tiff (which suprisingly is a really good movie) and then we met my old friends from HS Brent and Bass at Sherlocks for some drinkies. It was a lot of fun and laughter. I missed them.
This am I was awoken early to find that the dog had chewed up my shoes that I wore last night...grrrrr...but my mom coaxed me out of bed at 9 am by promising me Starbucks. I there ran into my ex bf from my junior year of hs (ha!) and exchanged #'s. (Oh last night I also ran into an ex from WAY back and another good friend from hs at Sherlock's too) My mom and I went to old town Katy and picked up my vanity...its gorgeous. Then we went to Best Buy where my mama bought me the newest No Doubt cd...cant believe I didnt own it and Coheed and Cambria (which is only $8.99 right now...get it while its hot). There are lots of perks to living at home I guess. Then we picked out my armoire for my TV and clothes for my room, and had some lunch at Big Daddy's BBQ (yum) where I ran into a friend of my last big ex (Scuba Steve). Oscar (his friend) told me that Steve was in town this wknd and that he had been asking about me so I should give him a call.
This leads to me (against Tiff's wishes) picking up the phone and dialing a # that I swore I would never dial again. Voicemail...which I had begged in my head for...but 15 minutes later...returned call. He is back in Lake Charles right now, but had been considering coming back to Katy tonight...which he has decided now that he has talked to me he is going to do for sure. We haven't spoken since my bday...he said he was scared to call for a while, and then he tried after and of course my cellaphone has been off. He said the last voice he ever expected to hear was mine....and I told him I almost didnt call...he has lots of things to tell me...which is good b/c I deserve an explanation. (If you are lost I will be more than happy to relate the story over phone or you can just read past journals from about 3 months ago) So I will be seeing the only guy I have truly loved since Nathan either tonight or tomorrow. I will be happy to at least have him as a friend again...we have known each other since we were 14.
Everything happens for a reason...its what they say...and they happens to be me as well.
More drinkies with Tiff tonight at the Spotlight where we will be doing karoke...heck yes! Ah yes, and I have been informed of the fact that within the next 2 years I will be performing the duty of maid of honor at her wedding...always a bridesmaid never a bride. Lol...I think that's ok for me right now.
I'm nervous about seeing you again.
My life just got a little better. It could be worse. I have the bestest friends in the world.