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Well I saw Megan for the last time for maybe 2 years today. *sigh* when I think about it like that I get really sad, but I think I will be alright. I know we can do it, but it is going to be soo hard without her for sooo long. I think the hardest things will be the summers, because thats when I will have more free time and just yeah. I think Megan and I had an alright time today, although Megan was very moody because she is sick, and we did more packing and running around then spending time together. I guess tech. we were spending time together but yeah I am such an attention hog. I think that really bothers Megan, but considering I won't get to see her for like 2 years I think some attention wouldn't hurt. Even with the sickness, moodyness, and lack of attention, I was really happy that I came home to see her. It felt really good to be with her, but it sucks that it is going to be the last time in a loong time. I wish sooo sooo sooo sooo bad that I could go with her, but in the long run this will be a benefit to our relationship, because it proves how strong our love really is and that we can make it through anything. Love you Megan.