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"Funny how time and distance change you:
The road you take don't always lead you home.
You can start a love with good intentions,
Then you'll look up and it's gone."
That is a quote from a country song. The weird thing is I don't even listen to country much anymore, but I stopped on CMT the other day and this song was on (me and charlie talking) I really miss Megan and want to be with her. I finally realized why I have been so depressed. I have never minded being alone, and still don't really, but when I had my computer I always had people to talk to so I didn't really feel alone, but now I don't have the people to talk to and I feel alone, very alone. I have slowly started to change back to how I was and try to be emotionless, but its hard because the only way to block out the feelings that make me sad are to block out the ones that make me happy. I can't help but get happy and feel how much I love Megan when I look at her pictures and hear her voice, but I am trying so hard to block everything out and I know its not a good idea. I can't block out love and really I wouldn't want to unforunatly with one emotion comes the rest. Not that its nothing I can't deal with or whatever, but I don't like having to. Anyway here I am again ranting, I will stop. Love you Megan.
The road you take don't always lead you home.
You can start a love with good intentions,
Then you'll look up and it's gone."
That is a quote from a country song. The weird thing is I don't even listen to country much anymore, but I stopped on CMT the other day and this song was on (me and charlie talking) I really miss Megan and want to be with her. I finally realized why I have been so depressed. I have never minded being alone, and still don't really, but when I had my computer I always had people to talk to so I didn't really feel alone, but now I don't have the people to talk to and I feel alone, very alone. I have slowly started to change back to how I was and try to be emotionless, but its hard because the only way to block out the feelings that make me sad are to block out the ones that make me happy. I can't help but get happy and feel how much I love Megan when I look at her pictures and hear her voice, but I am trying so hard to block everything out and I know its not a good idea. I can't block out love and really I wouldn't want to unforunatly with one emotion comes the rest. Not that its nothing I can't deal with or whatever, but I don't like having to. Anyway here I am again ranting, I will stop. Love you Megan.