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Still no computer. I am going to most likley end up having to buy a new hard drive which hopefully won't be too bad. I think my computer helps me because I have been having a lot of trouble sleeping because I have nobody to talk to about stuff that is bothering me, and I have been really really depressed lately. Its not so bad during the day with all my classes and stuff, but at night when I am going to bed my mind is racing and I think about shit I don't want to be thinking about and it gets me freaked and depressed. Oh well though something I will have to get through. I really wish Megan would call, but even when she does its like a 1-2 min convo then she has to go. I wish she was able to make some more time for me, I don't want to be the center of her life or anything, but I would like to be part of it still. Anyway enough about that. Love you Megan.