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So Megan and I kinda set a date, July 2nd (the day I purposed) 2007. We had planned to get married in 2006, but we kinda decided that waiting till I am done with college is best. I know it really is best, but I don't like the idea too much, but its all good cause I know its the best thing to do. I hate how busy Megan is now, and Megan I know its not your fault at all so don't feel bad. I just don't get to see you and I really want to I hate not getting to spend time with you *sigh* I am acctaully really really depressed at the moment, and I wish Megan was here to comfort me. I really feel like somethings different between us, but not in a bad way really. I just feel different and I think its really just cause I don't get to see her anymore, and it sucks. I want to spend time with her, but I mean I will love her no matter what. If I am with her or not I still love her just being away from her while she was in boot camp I really wanted to spend time with her. Its really alright though cause even if I don't get to spend time with her I am still going to get married to her eventually and get to see her everyday. I can't wait till then that will be nice. Its a whole year later then what I had originally thought, but its all good cause it will happen. I love you Megan.