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i feel like my insides are expanding to fill my skin. like parts of me were folded up and condensed over and over until they were hard and tiny. and now something is unfolding and expanding. i can't tell if it's an old something that refuses to be small and in the dark recesses any longer or if it's something new that grew like a diamond created from super-compressed coal. or maybe it's a little of both. i'm sure it has to do w/all the changes that have been brewing for me. new job. new living situation. in a new city. new beginning. renewed commitment. it's a lot all coming together at one time! hopefully those winds of change are blowing some clouds away to expose some sunshine.