bleh
I was told to mind my business and to stop starting stuff...........
Go figure.
I decided I will not allow this to get to me anymore....if she wants to learn the hard way, so be it. and when my dad figures it out and looks like the idiot, he knows not to call me because all he will get is a big fat told you so!
I enjoyed Church, seemed to be directed at me entirely but then again not in the same way it affected others. It was all about Love in Romans12. Bill used a perfect example by calling for a no whining zone in life because when we whine about the insignificant things in life we're basically telling God that he isn't enough in our lives. How odd that I'm not whining about my life but about things in other peoples lives. In the words of Stacy: "put on your big girl panies and deal with it."
Still lacking in appetite and energy, all weekend I pretty much had to psych myself into thinking I wasn't full and finish what I put on my plate. Took a nice nap with Evan yesterday but it didn't really do much, by the time 9pm came around I was exhausted again. Evan and I got in a talk on the way home from Denton about all the possibilities of what could be going on with me. . .not depression.....not stress. . . . could be still from the cold. . . maybe I lost too much weight too fast. . . . could I be pregnant?
Took a test last night to make Evan happy, we're definitely not pregnant so no cause of alarm. Evan also bought me some one a day vitamins since he's worried I'm not eating enough to make me healthy (not intentionally). Who knows what's going on with me.. . . Not like I haven't been tired before, but the whole not being hungry when I'm a self proclaimed addict to food is a bit weird.
Busy week ahead, Josh is not on good terms with Evan and I after we walked in on him with a lady friend in his room and he apparently had a party in our home saturday night and I have a mess to clean up now. Evan is going to sit him down tonight and lay down the rules. NO ALCOHOL OR PARTIES! I just hope our neighbors didn't have to hear anything this weekend.
Xoxo-Brittnye