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Life update:
I'm still with Sara. Happily in love, despite my emotional ups and downs.
I'm at UCF. I'm alright with it; not happy, but alright.
I've got a 15/hour job working as an intern at the Florida Environmental Research Institute (FERI) programming in C++. Good experience and easily the best job I've ever had.
WoW occupies almost all of the rest of my time. I'm in an end-game casual raiding guild called GangGreen, but I'm not sure I'm happy there. I might quit the guild, maybe the game. Maybe I'm just in a phase.
High School is a memory, and a faint one at that. I keep in contact with Reese, but not anyone else, really.
FAU is a memory, and it's fading as well. Some of my FAU friends are in GangGreen; if I leave the guild then that'd sever all of the ties I still have there. I sometimes think this is depressing... other times, I simply don't care.
I'm thinking I should just come to terms with the fact that I'm not a terribly social person. Even friendly relationships I form online, I fuck up eventually. It's a wonder I haven't fucked up too terribly with Sara, yet, but that's probably more a testament of her love for me than anything else.
Oh well... life goes on. I'll write again if I ever feel like it. I doubt that'll happen.
I'm still with Sara. Happily in love, despite my emotional ups and downs.
I'm at UCF. I'm alright with it; not happy, but alright.
I've got a 15/hour job working as an intern at the Florida Environmental Research Institute (FERI) programming in C++. Good experience and easily the best job I've ever had.
WoW occupies almost all of the rest of my time. I'm in an end-game casual raiding guild called GangGreen, but I'm not sure I'm happy there. I might quit the guild, maybe the game. Maybe I'm just in a phase.
High School is a memory, and a faint one at that. I keep in contact with Reese, but not anyone else, really.
FAU is a memory, and it's fading as well. Some of my FAU friends are in GangGreen; if I leave the guild then that'd sever all of the ties I still have there. I sometimes think this is depressing... other times, I simply don't care.
I'm thinking I should just come to terms with the fact that I'm not a terribly social person. Even friendly relationships I form online, I fuck up eventually. It's a wonder I haven't fucked up too terribly with Sara, yet, but that's probably more a testament of her love for me than anything else.
Oh well... life goes on. I'll write again if I ever feel like it. I doubt that'll happen.