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Didn't sleep last night. Got about a 20 minute nap earlier in the morning. Hopefully i get some sleep tonight too, gotta get up early.
I walked to Vons this evening, bought too many grocery's which will take me forever to finish. Except the grapes of course. Kinda realized how alone i felt. Reasons behind this: Don't see Whitney much, she's with her boy all the time. Jennie's either with her boy or her Mom. Lauren was sleeping all day, receiving calls from Josh. Shawn was probably getting stoned or playing video games with his friends that all of a sudden came over, never called back after he ate dinner because they arrived. Didn't know if Thomas was gonna call cause of his studying and stuff. Kinda just one of those bad moments while walking alone at night in the cold. Spent way too much time walking around the market. Picking up foods, reading the nutritional labels, putting them back.
I walked home with all of the bags combined into five bags. My arms got the biggest workout that i've ever had. They have been sore since then. On the way out of the market my phone rang, Thomas called. Walked home, took me a bit though since they damn bags were so heavy for my arms that i had to put them down like 8 times.
Thomas and Jason (his awesome brother/my future co-worker) came by shortly after i got home. Again, the night consisted of Sex and the City. Josh came by a little while later. It was a fun night. Jason liked eating my grapes that i bought, heh. So good. I ate a lot of fruit tonight, i was having withdrawls from not having it in so long. We all hung upstaires in my room for a while before Thomas and Jason went home. Thomas went through my things, like usual, haha :). I dunno if they will be over again anytime soon, but i hope so.
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It makes me so happy to be around Thomas. Though, i have a feeling i might not be seeing him for a while. I guess you always have to enjoy the time you get to spend with people. I hope he's happy, cuz he deserves to be and i hope he knows that. Shannon (his sister) made me feel good with her comment on my last post. I wish i could hug him again.
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The weekend's coming up. It will consist of Temecula and my Mom's birthday party. I'm so excited. Especially to run on the tredmill. Josh, Shawn, Rachel, Lauren and I are all heading up there. The week until then will consist of working and turning in my final draft of my research paper for Independent Study.
EVERYONE: I think i am going to get some black hair dye and re-dye my hair black, but leaving the blonde streaks, meaning the red will be gone. My roots are getting worse and worse and i don't feel like spending more money on getting my hair done again, so i'm thinking this will look way cute. What do you think? Eventually i'm going to try and add more blonde in as well.
I walked to Vons this evening, bought too many grocery's which will take me forever to finish. Except the grapes of course. Kinda realized how alone i felt. Reasons behind this: Don't see Whitney much, she's with her boy all the time. Jennie's either with her boy or her Mom. Lauren was sleeping all day, receiving calls from Josh. Shawn was probably getting stoned or playing video games with his friends that all of a sudden came over, never called back after he ate dinner because they arrived. Didn't know if Thomas was gonna call cause of his studying and stuff. Kinda just one of those bad moments while walking alone at night in the cold. Spent way too much time walking around the market. Picking up foods, reading the nutritional labels, putting them back.
I walked home with all of the bags combined into five bags. My arms got the biggest workout that i've ever had. They have been sore since then. On the way out of the market my phone rang, Thomas called. Walked home, took me a bit though since they damn bags were so heavy for my arms that i had to put them down like 8 times.
Thomas and Jason (his awesome brother/my future co-worker) came by shortly after i got home. Again, the night consisted of Sex and the City. Josh came by a little while later. It was a fun night. Jason liked eating my grapes that i bought, heh. So good. I ate a lot of fruit tonight, i was having withdrawls from not having it in so long. We all hung upstaires in my room for a while before Thomas and Jason went home. Thomas went through my things, like usual, haha :). I dunno if they will be over again anytime soon, but i hope so.
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It makes me so happy to be around Thomas. Though, i have a feeling i might not be seeing him for a while. I guess you always have to enjoy the time you get to spend with people. I hope he's happy, cuz he deserves to be and i hope he knows that. Shannon (his sister) made me feel good with her comment on my last post. I wish i could hug him again.
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The weekend's coming up. It will consist of Temecula and my Mom's birthday party. I'm so excited. Especially to run on the tredmill. Josh, Shawn, Rachel, Lauren and I are all heading up there. The week until then will consist of working and turning in my final draft of my research paper for Independent Study.
EVERYONE: I think i am going to get some black hair dye and re-dye my hair black, but leaving the blonde streaks, meaning the red will be gone. My roots are getting worse and worse and i don't feel like spending more money on getting my hair done again, so i'm thinking this will look way cute. What do you think? Eventually i'm going to try and add more blonde in as well.