Aug 07, 2005 20:54
CHOICES
In this life that we live
There are decisions we have to make
Its important to make the best choice
For its our future that could be at stake
In her dying moments
Her greatest time of need
She needed someone to follow
But I refuse to help and lead
Now forever scared by my choice
I feel I could of changed the outcome
Maybe she now wouldn’t be dead
God, why did I have to be so dumb
She wanted me by her side
A best friend to tell her it’ll be alright
But I turned my back and walked away
She was dead by the end of the night
The drugs changed who she was
But I still should of been there
Now she is gone, and I am crushed
I just wish she knew how much I cared
Her drinking reminded me of my father
And all the pain he brought upon me
She will always and forever be my best friend
But now that’s to late for her to see
Then I wake up from the daze
And here her voice on the phone
I rush to her as fast as I can
Now that I know, I wont let her be alone
Let yourself make the choices
Not let them make you
Pray for the best outcome
Its all you can do
By Cody Kellar