BLAH BLAH BLAH

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I wish I knew why everyone has to go out and drink every night. It seems like I'm the only one sometimes. I feel like I'm by myself all the time even when there are mass amounts of ppl or even just a few. My one roomate is like my other half (female wise) but it is now seeming like we don't even know eachother. Idk maybe i'm making too much of this whole thing. All i know is im done being the only person that seems to care for everyone else but myself. when my roomates go out and what not i stay up and make sure thay are ok and that i know and see with my own eyes that they walk through that door. But all i get in return is being talked to like im a piece of shit b/c they are baligerant (s/p) and think nothing will ever happen to them and i make too much out of it when i stay up making sure that they get home ok. idk but i do feel better about typing this.... i have tried to talk to them about it and how i feel but it never seems like i get through to them or it just seems like they don't give two shits sometimes.

P.S if anyone wants to comment and say that i amking too much out of it.....all i have to say to you is FUCK OFF AND DIE!!!

beye