Jul 26, 2016 12:54
*deep sigh*
I feel lost. To quote Takemoto Yuuta in 'Honey & Clover', "I am lost, not because I don't have a map, but because I have no destination." That's exactly how I feel right now. I am generally fine, but I can't help feeling a little bit helpless. I feel like I have lost a purpose, or perhaps, I never really had one.
In the beginning of the year, I had all the goals and dreams I could use to motivate myself to move forward. Right now, after one small failure (or maybe it was big, but I'm too scared to admit it), I feel like I have lost my dreams. Or, maybe, I never really had one.
I don't know what I can do. I am grateful that I live in liberty to choose and decide for myself, but at a time like this, I wish someone would just tell me to do something.
Right now, I am taking my time. I am embracing all the things that make me happy--all the trivial things that make me happy. I'm just afraid if taking time would soon become wasting time.
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