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i think i have been depressed, but i didn't realize it until this morning.
i had a terrible dream last night. when i woke up i stared at the ceiling for almost an hour.
then walked into the living room and started bawling.
i have been holding back tears since then, and now i have to work.
again.
i'm so tired of it. work.
not work in general, just my job.
i have been working my butt off, just to give every dime to whatever big wig gets
the profit from my rent each month.
i'm having feelings about certain things in my life.. bad feelings.
i'm not sure what i want anymore.
all i know is, i'm not doing good.
and idk why i'm wasting my time on here anyway.
i had a terrible dream last night. when i woke up i stared at the ceiling for almost an hour.
then walked into the living room and started bawling.
i have been holding back tears since then, and now i have to work.
again.
i'm so tired of it. work.
not work in general, just my job.
i have been working my butt off, just to give every dime to whatever big wig gets
the profit from my rent each month.
i'm having feelings about certain things in my life.. bad feelings.
i'm not sure what i want anymore.
all i know is, i'm not doing good.
and idk why i'm wasting my time on here anyway.