Jul 09, 2007 21:36
mother fucker.
this isnt my life.
this is not my fucking life.
this is someone else's nightmare and i happen to be passing through it.
its like a tornado just ripped through everything that made up my life and im left behind, dizzy, exhausted from trying to hold on, and confused. trying desperatly to make sense of what in the hell just happened.
and all i can do is swallow a sominex and fall asleep, and hope and pray that when i wake up it will all be over.
but deep down i know better.
i dont want to move to texas. i dont want to have to move to texas. i shouldnt have to, cuz this shouldnt be happening. i just dont understand.