Jul 01, 2005 10:25
(from dani from shaunagh from eileen from rob)
THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Something important on your desk: my record player, because it was a four-month anniversary gift from sean and because, when i'm not listening to records, it makes a neat elevated desk
When you sleep you wear: pj pants and whatever shirt is comfy, very often the one i wore that day if i'm too exhausted to change
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: A better saxophone for college.
Something you don't have a lot of: $$$$$$$$$$$$$. gumption.
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: my sean box, my notebook, my grandma's sweater
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: baked goods
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: once, while arguing with my mom, i called her a dim-witted, selfish, absentee mother. but i felt REALLLYYYY bad about it afterwards.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: tons. i'm oblivious + cold.
One person you have killed in your thoughts: i don't do homicide.
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: loyalty, sensitivity, ability to really study the world
Who makes you laugh most often: sam, even when she doesn't mean to
A friend who you can tell anything: i can tell sean ANYTHING, but all of my close friends are really great listeners, and they don't make me feel small for speaking my mind or heart.
A friend you can go to for advice: i don't know. i don't usually ask for advice. i just whine.
Two closest friends: ebert and roeper. .......it's so hard to pick two.
The friend who uses most of your energy: all? god, i suck at answering these questions
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: i'm insightful (i hope), i care deeply, and i'm determined
Your 3 worst qualities: i'm flighty, always late, and often fatalistic
Describe your ideal self: better writer, never bailing on plans, thinking before i speak, less painfully shy, working hard for the grades that i know i can earn, longer hair+better skin
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: appendicitis when i was 8.....first pilates class about 2 weeks ago
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: a tie between the winter of junior year and the summer after freshman year. a really nasty tie.
Moment you are most ashamed of: orange juice.
Your best physical feature: people seem to like my eyes.
Who/What makes you happy: sean, liking a new poet, writing something i can read without cringing, stone harbor, mini golf, finding sand in my car after summer is over, carnivals, running down the stairs into penn station, bookstores
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: insecurity and anger
The emotion you are feeling most lately: a weird mix between calm and social anxiety
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: costing my parents so much money
When you are angry you need: to be alone, so i can bawl instead of saying things i'll definitely regret. i'm a real bitch when i'm angry, which is probably why most of you (even those close to me) have never seen me mad.
When you are sentimental you need: nick drake, a pillow to hug, and bare feet
When you are in love you need: sean and "sweet avenue"
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: kairos XV and XVI, sean and i in OUR room in stone harbor 2004, the smell of maine after a thunderstorm
One of your most tragic memories: ugh eh
One of your angriest memories: when my dad flipped on me after i was a minute past curfew and threatened to ground me for the entire summer. that's a lame one. i can't think of many angry memories.
A memory that makes you happy: sitting in the foyer of the internet cafe with my soon-to-be boyfriend for an hour and a half....and the drive home that night...and the beginning of everything
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: be sean new.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: make a bigoted comment, overuse "fuck", treat girls like objects, mention that the last book he read was more illustrations than text, present a completely illogical argument
A personality trait you find appealing: an eagerness to learn
Your secret passion: driving on the southern half of the parkway
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: that i never feel as if an argument will threaten anything, because there's always twenty times more love than anger behind any situation. good night phone calls. memorizing a person's face down to moles and smile lines.
YOU
If you had more time alone you would: read a book a day.
If you had more patience you would: write a novel. exercise more.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: longer hair, thinner hips, smaller boobs, better skin, longer eyelashes. yeah, like i could pick just one.
If you had no commitments what would you be doing: falling asleep next to sean when i feel like it, visiting every city on the eastern seaboard, spending every afternoon from 10-2 on the beach.
If you could have one super power what would it be: flight
If you could start all over: i'd live deeper.
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List 20 People You Know
1.) Sean
2.) Sam
3.) Julie
4.) Tiff
5.) Alex
6.) Arley
7.) Daphne
8.) Anter
9.) Colleen
10.) Blaise
11.) Brian
12.) Jamie
13.) Dani
14.) Peter Visceglia
15.) Amanda
16.) Sean Bell
17.) Bean
18.) Lauren
19.) Kaylee
20.) Rich
NO CHEATING BY LOOKING AHEAD OF TIME!
1. Is #9 a boy or a girl?: Girl
2. Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple?: i think that there would be technical difficulties in that relationship.
3. How about #18 and #4?: the best.
4. What grade is #17 in?: mine
5. When was the last time you talked to #12?: tooo long ago. two weeks?
6. What is #6's favorite band?: jets to brazil! right? it should be.
7. Does #1 have any siblings?: brian and kevin.
8. Would you ever date #3?: she's hot...what can i say...
9. Would you ever date #7? she hasn't asked me herself yet.
10. Is #16 single?: yesss i think so
11. What's #15's last name? parker
12. What's #10's middle name? ohhh see i don't know
13. What's #5's favorite thing to do? get dutch coffees
14. Is #13 hot? smashing
15. Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? i really don't think so
16. What school does #20 go to? RBC
17. Tell me a random fact about #11: his pants always fit well
18. And #1: his eyes are the deepest blue :-D
19. And #4: she loves tequilla
20. Have you ever had a crush on #15? incest is illegal
21. Where does #9 live? red bank. south street. white picket fence. SCARY HUH I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE.
22. What's #3 favorite color? black?
23. Would you make out with #14? sorry, no.
24. Are #5 and #6 best friends? they like each other just fine
25. Does #7 like #2? i think so
26. Does #8 like #19? don't think they've ever met
27. How did you meet #2? rbc freshman orientation!
28. How did you meet #18? BUS 34 LLOYD ROAD!!!
29. Does #10 have any pets? nn..o?
30. Is #12 older than you? yes
31. Is #17 the sexiest person alive, or what? she's on the list.
32. How many people on your list did you date? 1!
33. ...make out with? 1!
34. ...kiss? ....6!
35. ...do you think you sound like a whore? in all the wrong ways.